so i've let what happened yesterday go, i sent her a message apologizing for not inviting her in, i wasn't ever pissed off with her to begin with, it was just a weird, awkward thing that happened. She hasn't responded to my message, and wug has tried calling and texting her to let her know we weren't trying to be assholes to her or anything, and she won't respond to any of the messages and won't answer his calls. I think that what i was thinking is quite a bit off since she won't talk to him either. He told me that she was probably arguing with her boyfriend and just taking it out on everyone. Still not a cool thing to do, but a bit more understandable. Mostly I'm just upset because I piss people off like that all the time, not meaning to, reading their actions the wrong way. I'm just no good with the emotionally damaged, passive-aggressive, and socially awkward. I pretty much just described all of my bad qualities that I'm working on fixing, and I can see why, now more than I ever have before, that I do need to stop being like that. For the most part, I've gotten past it all except the social awkwardness, there's very few people I can hold a conversation with without pissing them off, very few people I can make eye contact with, and I am working on it all because I don't wanna end up with hurt feelings the way she did, or what's more common with me, pissing someone off for saying something and having it come out the wrong way.
Anyway, Alan came by last night, it's kind of the monday thing to do, haha. Alan comes over, we eat spicy food and him & wug pick on the short person (me). Alan's like, 6'5 or so and very heavy, and when he stands up, he makes me feel so much shorter, lol. We watched some lame ass horror movies until the cable went out for a little while when comcast updated their fiber optic cables, then Alan left and me & wug went to bed. It was a fun night
Tomorrow I go home. I don't want to at all. It's just until Friday but still...that sucks!
Thunderstorm has started now. First one in a while, don't want it either. I better wash dishes before it gets too rough outside.
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Still, there's no reason to act like that on her part.
I'm glad you had a fun night.
I like thunderstorms, but we get too many.
@xotogetherbabyxo - true, i think it's kinda childish for her to not even respond to us.
i hate thunderstorms, but we don't get enough of them, lol.
i know you replied to my comment but when i come to your page, everything is all squished in a column about an inch wide down the whole page and where your comment and mine is, is completely white and i can't see it at all. i tried highlighting it, and nothing. i don't know :/
she was the rude one, but at least you two were like "sorry. didn't mean to offend you." and she still didn't even write back a quick "it's cool. don't worry about it." ? ouch!
sounds like you guys did more than enough.
even if one is fighting with their boyfriend, doesn't mean you can be a bitch or overact towards someone else.
xo
@xotogetherbabyxo - weird, it doesn't look like that on mine...
@JessxMaxine - true, it was uncalled for, but i'm just over it now. i let stuff go really fast most of the time...
@MCRUsedfreak87 - haha. show me how to be like that. sometimes i hold on to shit for a long time. :/ and it just makes things worst.
xo
i don't know what it is, because it's not like that when i go to jess's site. but there is gogole ads between your weblog and your picture and info there. i think thats what is pushing it into one column, but i don't know how to fix it :/
@xotogetherbabyxo - weird. I could go premium with credits and get rid of ads, but i'm like 10,000 credits short I think, I'll look into it though...
@JessxMaxine - I've always been like that, just kinda how I was raised, arguing like hell with people and then 5 minutes later acting like nothing ever happened.
it's weird though, it never did it before about 3-4 days ago..
@xotogetherbabyxo - probably since i changed my layout, i don't know...