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Tuesday, 07 July 2009

  • so i've let what happened yesterday go, i sent her a message apologizing for not inviting her in, i wasn't ever pissed off with her to begin with, it was just a weird, awkward thing that happened. She hasn't responded to my message, and wug has tried calling and texting her to let her know we weren't trying to be assholes to her or anything, and she won't respond to any of the messages and won't answer his calls. I think that what i was thinking is quite a bit off since she won't talk to him either. He told me that she was probably arguing with her boyfriend and just taking it out on everyone. Still not a cool thing to do, but a bit more understandable. Mostly I'm just upset because I piss people off like that all the time, not meaning to, reading their actions the wrong way. I'm just no good with the emotionally damaged, passive-aggressive, and socially awkward. I pretty much just described all of my bad qualities that I'm working on fixing, and I can see why, now more than I ever have before, that I do need to stop being like that. For the most part, I've gotten past it all except the social awkwardness, there's very few people I can hold a conversation with without pissing them off, very few people I can make eye contact with, and I am working on it all because I don't wanna end up with hurt feelings the way she did, or what's more common with me, pissing someone off for saying something and having it come out the wrong way.

    Anyway, Alan came by last night, it's kind of the monday thing to do, haha. Alan comes over, we eat spicy food and him & wug pick on the short person (me). Alan's like, 6'5 or so and very heavy, and when he stands up, he makes me feel so much shorter, lol. We watched some lame ass horror movies until the cable went out for a little while when comcast updated their fiber optic cables, then Alan left and me & wug went to bed. It was a fun night

    Tomorrow I go home. I don't want to at all. It's just until Friday but still...that sucks!

    Thunderstorm has started now. First one in a while, don't want it either. I better wash dishes before it gets too rough outside.

Monday, 06 July 2009

  • I hate catty bitches.

    Girls can be so catty and dramatic and passive-aggressive and I can't stand it at all.

    So a few months ago on wug's birthday, we had a drunken threesome with this girl who he's friends with. I've been cool with her ever since then, she's still cool with him, everything's been fine, no jealousy, no overdramatics, no catty-ness, everything was fine. Wug's looking for another job, and the call center she works at is hiring, so she was cool enough to drive all the way here to bring him an application. He was gonna give her gas money for that and wanted to hang out for a while, sounded like a good plan to me too. So he was in the shower when she got here because he didn't wanna smell like the drunken night before, so I answer the door, she stays a good 10 feet away from the door the entire time she's talking to me except when she handed me the application. She was acting like she was in a real hurry to leave, we only talked for about 5 minutes at most. She handed me the application, I said "Thank you, I'll give this to him when he's out of the shower." and she was like "ok well I gotta go, bye" so I said bye, and she left. Wug got out of the shower and I told him what happened, and he asked if she was mad, I told him no because the entire time she was smiling and being friendly to me. So he called her and she said she was pissed off because she wasn't invited in. Well, when you come off like you're in a hurry to leave, I'm not gonna try to beg you into staying if you can't. She said she's drama-free and that's why she hates girls so much but I see that a lot differently. Yesterday I saw so much drama it was just stupid. She's just one of those catty bitches like everyone else I know that I fucking avoid.

    I don't see why she's so pissed that she didn't get invited in with acting like she was in a hurry to leave, if she was pissed while she was on the phone with him then she was probably pissed from the second she saw my face on the other side of the door, like she's jealous I'm still around, jealous because what she used to have with wug before he met me was completely meaningless. She knows she was just his fuck buddy for a couple of weeks, and I've been here for almost a full year, I think that's what's made her act so catty toward me.

    I apologized sincerely to her yesterday, and she hasn't sent any kind of reply so I guess she's still pissed. She wants to hate me she can go right ahead but anytime she wants to hang out with wug, I'll most likely be there so she needs to get the fuck over it. He loves me, he wants me around more than anyone else, so when his friends wanna hang out, I'm usually there, I've yet to meet any of his friends that didn't like me. I think I'm a likable person, a little socially awkward, but still likable. I'm not about drama, I'm not catty, I'm a very straight-forward person. If somebody upsets me, they know, if I like a person, they know, and I can't stand people who are opposite. It drives me completely insane. She wants a competition to try to get in his pants without me involved, she's got some stiff competition and I can be just as dramatic and catty if she wants it, bitch can bring her ass if she wants some shit.

    Other than that bit of drama, we had a pretty fun weekend, went to see ck, nola, and jamey. CK wasn't there, he was out of town for the weekend, and nola's van had broke down, so we went to help her with that. On the way there, the brake calipers on wug's car went out, so we spent the night instead of dealing with the 4th of july traffic.Got completely shitfaced trashed drunk - vodka, scotch, smirnoff green apple bite, PBR, and jamey was drinking some kind of wine. I had 6 drinks, which is a ton for me, I usually only have 1-2 drinks, lol. Needless to say, I ended up sick around 5 am. Anyway, we watched fireworks and set off a few bottle rockets and took some goofy ass pictures you can see on my Myspace page. I really like hanging out with that group of people. Wug is my heart, and ck, nola, and jamey are just a ton of fun to be around. Ck came back early sunday morning, right after me & wug went to sleep. So we spent a good portion of sunday sitting on the couch talking with him, then we came back to wug's house and some stupid shit happened. After all the drama was done, wug stretched my ears a little bit. I have a 14 gauge in my ears now. It hurt REALLY bad at first, but now it feels fine, just like something slightly pulling my earlobes, but it's fine, it looks pretty neat.



    check out that ear! This picture was taken with my new awesome phone. I think it takes a lot better pictures than my digital camera does, lol

    next piercing - cartilage. I really want what's called industrial.



Friday, 03 July 2009

  • so this is crazy..yesterday, i did 89 push ups and played baseball on the wii for like an hour, i have absolutely no muscle pain today. i'm gonna do some sit ups today. i'm a little bit crampy, so maybe that will help, it usually does.

    i have that "birthday sex" song stuck in my head. i don't know why, lol

    not much going on today, wug's dogs are finally doing more than just sitting around crying all the time. they miss his mom since she's usually taking care of them during the day and everything, and she's been out of town for almost a week, and the dogs have just been sad and like, have barely eaten at all, they wouldn't play at all, today they've played with me and have been eating, they're napping now, but i'm glad they're not as sad as they were.

Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • My phone is absolutely amazing!!

    I got it activated last night, and I thought I didn't have a data plan since I couldn't send picture messages, but I do have a data plan - unlimited picture messaging, internet browsing is 3 cents per kb. I doubt I'll ever browse internet on that phone, haha. But anyway, it takes great pictures, which is funny, because it's 1.3 megapixels, where my digital camera is 4 megapixels, and my phone takes better pictures than my camera. It has an mp3 player, but I need a microsd card to put music on the phone. I'm definitely gonna buy one of those pretty soon, and maybe a microsd card reader too, i found a good deal on amazon.com for a microsd card and microsd card reader both for like $10. I'm deciding on asking wug if he'll buy that for me next week. We were talking about buying me some better earrings next week, but maybe we could get the card reader and the card, because it's cheaper than the earrings. I don't know, I'll talk to him about it when he gets off work tonight.

    My muscles have stopped hurting now, and I think I'm gonna do some push ups today.

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • So i talked to my mom yesterday a couple hours after I made that entry, and she told me that my phone came in the mail, so tonight when wug gets off work he's gonna go by my house and pick it up! I am excited, I can't wait to have it set up and use it! That's about the only thing going on today, other than cleaning and doing laundry and stuff. I'm pretty sure I pulled a muscle doing push ups the other day, so I'm kinda slacking/taking it easy on that for a while...I did a total of 80 push ups four days ago and ever since then my arm, from my shoulder down to my ribs still just hurts really bad. I think another part of why it hurts still is from playing the wii for like 4 hours yesterday & the day before - bowling, tennis, and baseball are fun, but i swing too hard sometimes and i hurt myself with it, lol.

    I'm starting to drink more water, it's still deathly hot outside and I don't think it's ever gonna get cool out there ever again, lol. Yesterday, it was 99 degrees, today it won't get that hot, but it's still in the 90's. It's crazy and i hate it.

    Today I saw a caterpillar cocooning itself. It was neat looking.

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